PureInsight | December 18, 2018
[PureInsight.org] I returned to the city where I used to live to help out with Shen Yun promotion, and also travelled to different cities to provide support during the performance. I stayed mostly with practitioner “A”. She is quite diligent doing the 3 things Master requires, and very engaged in the promotion of Shen Yun.
During the break from Shen Yun schedule, every day we studied 3 chapters of Zhuan Falun, did the exercises, and sent forth righteous frequently. We shared our cultivation experiences and our level of enlightenment; we tried to look inwards selflessly when conflicts arise.
I noticed that practitioner "A" had improved in keeping her righteous thoughts; however, she has a habit of surfing the internet to read news or articles that had no benefits to her cultivation. Recently, she even said that she liked to watch beautiful women walking by the Shen Yun promotional stand, she just feels attracted to beautiful things. I shared with her that it is attachment to lust, wanting to contemplate beauty, glamour, which will affect her righteous thoughts during Fa rectification. She also did not understand why she enjoyed looking at people of the same gender.
One day, I noticed that her attitude appeared very challenging, and full of resentment. I immediately looked inwards and realized that I had an attachment to pursuit, and wanted her to change. I sent forth righteous thoughts to eliminate all substances of pursuit in my mind; I negated all the evil forces trying to cause conflicts between us. I sincerely begged Master to point out any shortcoming so we could cultivate better and accomplish the 3 tasks. I wondered what could cause a being to turn around so quickly from having righteous thoughts one minute to losing it the next minute. I decided not to let my emotion take over. I asked Master to save practitioner "A". She tried very hard to study the Fa, did the exercises, but could not break that habit of curiosity, forcing her to spend time reading ordinary news and admire beautiful pictures of things on the internet.
That night, practitioner "A" experienced a terrible back pain preventing her to move around, but she forced herself to get up in the morning to SFRT with me. I concentrated on eliminating and negating all the evil forces that were trying to interfere with practitioner “A"’s well-being because her job was to drive us around. At that time, I suddenly envisioned a man, whose body was covered with tattoos; he was wearing a T shirt with holes, and wore a tarnished gold chain which looks like a crooked cross around his neck. His face was yellowish and showed no good thoughts. I SFRT that if we had any predestined relationship with him, then be it. But if he had anything to do with practitioner “A”’s illusion of karma sickness, he had to submit himself to Dafa. Otherwise, we would have to dissolve him, because no manipulations of any sort by any forces are allowed during Fa rectification.
Master said in Teaching the Fa at the Western U.S. Fa Conference, “I can tell you that the suffering and tribulations endured by our Dafa disciple are not only aimed at their personal cultivation. There are also factors related to high level beings testing Dafa using the fact that the students have karma, using ‘improving them’ as an excuse, and using degenerate beings at low level to carry out the persecution.”
I was somewhat exhausted after that, and practitioner “A”s back got better. I shared with practitioner “A” that Master had let me see a sentient being following her and trying to control her. I described the man to her, and she recognized him as her ex-husband who died a long time ago. I enlightened that this sentient being has been following her and manipulating her. She shared that her ex was a womanizer, a big talker, liked to take center stage and liked to mingle into other people’s businesses. Some of those characters I noticed at times in practitioner "A” when she is not diligent in her cultivation. Practitioner “A" felt helpless and very frustrated because she was aware of the danger of the internet. She was determined to cultivate and got rid of that attachment but she failed many times. Consequently, she suffered many sickness karmas.
Master said in Fa Teaching at the 2015 West Coast Fa Conference, “Each of your attachments could cause your cultivation to fail. Each of your attachments could result in physical issues, and lead your once-firm faith in Dafa to waver.”
It became apparent to her that the old forces have been taking advantage and enlarged those attachments, and she made a big mistake thinking that they were her own thoughts . Thinking those desires were hers, she put herself at their mercy. She enlightened that the attachment to the internet was not hers. Subsequently, practitioner “A” intensified SFRT to negate and eliminate any manipulation by the old forces. I also got enlightened that practitioner “A” and I had predestined relationship from numerous lives in the past, so we always encourage each other in our cultivation and nurture our righteous thoughts. Her ex-husband was the culprit having attachment to jealousy and resentment to me too. This sentient being was petrified every time he witnessed our sharings of the Fa, so he deliberately tried to separate us. He brought into her field the attachment of jealousy and resentment. These were all arranged by the old forces, wanting to disrupt and destroying Dafa practitioners in their path of cultivation.
While alive, her ex-husband was known to be unfaithful giving practitioner “A” a lot of suffering and hardship. She was miserable after their divorce and harbored all these negative thoughts about her failure in keeping the family intact. She obtained the Fa later on, and Master has saved her and gave her a new life. She got rid of all the hatred, the suffering, the blaming, and the shame.
From my understanding, when ordinary human being passed away, they brought all the bad things and all karma with them and would continuously cause suffering to their relatives if there was still karma that was not being settled. Master said in Zhuan Falun, “Cultivation depends on one’s own effort while transformation of gong is done by one own master.” Master has pointed out to practitioner “A” her shortcoming because she showed her continuous efforts and sacrifice in cultivation, because she really wanted to get rid of this attachment.
The Falun is rotating vigorously
I followed Shen Yun tour to another city to provide some logistic support. When I came back, practitioner “A” shared with me a dream she had. In her dream she heard someone calling her name and knocking on the door. Then she realized that it was her ex-husband. She did not feel right so she called out Master’s name and asked for his protection. Her ex wanted in but she refused. But then she heard the door opens and he was going to climb onto her bed. She SFRT and he left, but she could still hear his voice afar yelling “Wow. The Falun rotates strongly, go tell people about it.” I prayed Master to grant him an opportunity to be saved.
From then on, she did not dream of him anymore, and she lost the interest in the internet or using her IPhone. She was more aware and alert to not inviting any ill substances that the old forces are trying to dump into her field.
Before I left her house, one night I could not sleep because I felt a bundle of energy surrounding me. A field of unreal purple colors spreading around me, behind that light appeared a gentleman with long hair, wearing costumes from the ancient time. His eyes were filled with sadness; I felt that he was injured. He looked just like practitioner “A”s oldest son. I understood that they must have a family connection. Master enlightened me that she was a wounded warrior in the Spring and Autumn Period and Warring States Period (770-476 BC). He appeared as a defeated General. I had at times, noticed in practitioner “A”, the determination of a General with attachment to power and fame, and always want to control things. Recently practitioner “A” had experienced some weakness in her lower extremities, her legs got tired easily. She eventually looked inward and found her attachment to involve and direct other people’s business her way. Her condition was slowly getting better.
Dafa disciples were the embodiment of Kings from different dynasties. Today we are Dafa disciples, regardless of our previous identities; we need to relinquish all the attachments that we had harbored during the past. We come here to assimilate to the Fa, with humility and selflessness, to accomplish our mission and truly following Master back Home.
Master said in Eliminate the Dark Minions with Righteous Thoughts, “Stop letting the evil exploits gaps and stop being interfered with human attachments. Do well the things that Dafa disciples should do, and walk the last leg of the journey well. Righteous thoughts, righteous actions.”
Master said in Fa-Lecture at the Conference in Florida, U.S.A., “They consider themselves Gods; so they don’t persecute humans directly and they manipulate those low level spirits to persecute people.”
Master gave practitioner “A” a new eye
One day, while doing Shen Fun promotion, I SFRT, asking Master to save the sentient beings who were passing by. Practitioner “A” joined me later. Master gave me the ability to see in practitioner “A” left eye. I saw a huge, strange looking spider with very hard and sharp legs. It was using its legs to tear up practitioner “A”s cornea. I immediately SFRT intensively to destroy it, and it disappeared. I remembered, practitioner “A” shared with me that few weeks ago, she let her son, who is an optometrist checked her eyes. He found out that she had some bleeding in her left eye, and wanted her to see an eye specialist. Practitioner “A” immediately got back her righteous thought, denied and negated all arrangements. The first thought came to her mind was "A cultivator doesn’t have any sickness”.
She started SFRT and exposed many attachments of hers, like the attachment to the internet. These bad substances cause her eyesight to weaken. We joined force to SFRT, intensely, to deny and negate all arrangements of the old forces. Then I saw, with my third eye, a beautiful clear new eye replacing practitioner her damaged eye. Master had given her a new blue eye. I enlightened that, out of the depths of this cosmic body, Master has granted practitioner “A” an eye with the color blue like the westerner eye color. Practitioner “A” had eventually overcome the tribulations with her righteous thoughts and her strong and infinite faith in Master and Dafa. According to her Xinxing level and her cultivation, her new eye will change accordingly in this dimension. Once we deny and refuse to follow arrangements by the old forces, and only accept Master’s arranged path in our cultivation, and let go of our attachments, Master will provide us with things that we deserve.
Thank you, Master for your benevolence compassion. You are helping us, guiding us every moment of our life. You are rearranging our debt karma to give us the chance to cultivate in this special Fa Rectification period. I got the understanding that we should have more compassion to each other, because we are One-Body and created by Master. Therefore don’t let the old forces trap us bringing interference in our Fa validation tasks.
Master said in Teaching the Fa at the Washington, D.C. Fa Conference, “The next person’s things are your things, and your things are his things.”
These are my understanding of Fa at my level. Please point out any short comings so we can elevate together.